So hope you all would have liked the first part of my "Love" story :) and here comes the next part. Well in this part I realised its better to be friends with those whom you love(or is that the word???)cherish,adore what not than to get into a relationship filled with jealousy, possessiveness and yes the very powerful destroyer of all relationships-the most dangerous letter "I" also known as EGO, which ultimately ruins everything which you thought as "beautiful".
Well to continue from where I left, days passed by with me just looking at her, admiring her and like that my schooling got completed and I moved on to my 11th(junior college) days thinking of her to be one of my innumerable infatuations. Days passed and I got more interested in another gal in college, she was "fatima"(she got married now and lives in the US of A). The same thing continued her also with me just looking at her and she returning my glances etc...etc... and at one point of time during 12th board exams I went to the extent of writing a 'love letter' to her..my very first love letter to anyone, and as I was about to give it to her something stopped me and the love letter finally ended in the trash. Like that even 12th came to an end and my dad got transferred to Chennai. The thought of leaving Hyderabad hurt me alot.
In the second week of May'04 we shifted to Chennai and after endless searching for the right courses and colleges got admission in SASTRA University for Computer Engineering. And all these time my school sweetheart came to my mind very rarely and whenever any silly forwards or questions related to crushes or past love "she" and "fatima" used to come to my mind. Her thought was always there at the back of my mind. Then college started and you guys wont believe I had one more crush and this time its my old schoolmate from chennai. I saw her the very first day and talked to her. She was a 'bong'(a bengali!!) and looks really good and we were really good friends way back in school. She couldnt believe that it was me as I looked a lot better than I was in school with shell frame specs and a red thread hanging to protect them from slipping off my ears. And from her talks and the way she looked at me I realised that the same gal who tied rakhi way back in school is now attracted to me and then I realised it was just a piece of thread and nothing can stop your heart from falling for someone.
She tried to talk to me everytime we crossed paths but me being a 'not-so-sure-what-to-do' sort of guy always used to avoid her and take a different route. I would have talked to her only once or twice in the whole four years of college. And one fine day she got committed to one of the seniors in our college and that day for a split second felt a little sad but then felt happy for her. Like everytime even this latest crush ceased to be and I remained the same single guy. As they say 'Everything happens for a reason', I realised the true meaning of this only in my fourth year at college when my school sweetheart whom I mentioned as 'Shriya' made an reentry into life.
Well guys, with this blog I come to the end of the second part of my life. More in the third part where I find the 'first love' of my life and write about those unforgettable days. Till then bbye...take care...
