A New Year dawns!!

I was woken up by the ring of my cell phone at 8 in the morning. It was her. She called up and said that she is waiting for me at the bus stop. I was full goggy and my head hurt. I didnt want to go but at the same time I wanted to meet her, apologise for whatever happened the previous night and explain to her how I respect her decision regarding our relationship. Without brushing my teeth and the odour of alcohol hanging in my breath, I met her at the bus stop. She was dressed in black. Beautiful as ever. I picked her up in my friend's Kinetic Honda and went to one of the famous hangouts in Hyderabad. We had breakfast and I apologised for being so stupid and selfish. Her eyes were fully puffy, because I made her cry. We were silent for sometime talking about other stuff. She then told me why she wanted to meet me. She said that she came to tell me that this relationship will never ever work(and she was right as I learnt later on). But she said that after seeing me, she changed her mind and said that she loves me. I coudn't believe what I was hearing. I came to meet her to apologise to her and to leave her at peace, but what was happening was the complete opposite. I wanted to say 'No' to her, but my instinct told otherwise.

I didn't know what to do. My instinct told me to accept her, but my mind wont accept. Eventually my instinct won and I said that even I loved her. That moment felt so good.
'I felt like I found my other half which I was missing all these days. Some feeling of contentment. Love is a beautiful feeling! And to be in love one must be lucky. I was the happiest man in the world. Not because I got what I wanted but I realised how you have to struggle to get the person you love. But in the end all these struggle doesn't matter. All that matters is the person with you. How you love him or her'.

All these thoughts went through my mind. :)